No internet till the weekend is killing me, ARG I've been seeing a lot of things differently about myself lately and it's a good thing this time. There's still more to do, more to work on, and more to become better. There's still a part of me that's missing and finding that piece is a tough journey but I will get through it, no matter how long it takes, I always do, I just wish it would hurry itself up this time. It's the perfect balance in life, when you have it, everything it golden, but once you have it and then you loose it, it seems like forever until you get it back.